I went down a Substack rabbit hole this quiet sunny day only to find you and this. I also have had a long relationship with places, states (have lived in 5 US states now) and homes (owned 3). My last one in Santa Fe, well let’s just say I could relate to your experience. It had many beings trapped in the land under the house and at times I would be overcome by their fear, which I was struggling to “get a handle on” in my own reality and life. I have lived in NM 3 times and now safely out of harms way, I can see how I have been dancing with some very nefarious yet alluring shadows which I now am healing in my own being. Thankfully I found someone in my community that had successfully encountered this before (after two unsuccessful attempts) and helped the beings move out and on so I was released and was able to sell the house. A lot of suffering in NM, as you sensed. I also encountered a woman who I would say was completely possessed, which I don’t say lightly, with really dark and dangerous energy up in Abiquiu who tried to attack me psychically and physically. 4 years of this sort of thing, I could write a book on it and I may. Grateful those hard years are behind me and no desire to return.
It’s rare and validating to see someone talk about something that I hate to say but is pretty common though to lesser degrees. So thank you. I have thoughts to write about my experiences though I don’t have any subscribers to lose, so there’s my upside.
Wow. What a story. Thank you for sharing (it was extremely validating.)
I have mentioned what happened in NM in some of my other posts briefly, but mostly they’ve been leading up to the moment I moved onto the Mesa. The posts going forward will largely tell the story of what happened. So, more to come!
I didn't want to say it at the time, but that house scared me when I came to walk the creek with you. Not the place, but the house. Quite specifically. I am sorry it sucked you in so traumatically, but not really surprised. And the way you tell the story is just breathtaking, yet so real. Hugs to you.
😳 SUSAN. That is so interesting. If you remember anything further I would love to know it. My best friend Makendra came to visit once and the lights went out and she, too, later said she felt TERROR in that moment.
I went down a Substack rabbit hole this quiet sunny day only to find you and this. I also have had a long relationship with places, states (have lived in 5 US states now) and homes (owned 3). My last one in Santa Fe, well let’s just say I could relate to your experience. It had many beings trapped in the land under the house and at times I would be overcome by their fear, which I was struggling to “get a handle on” in my own reality and life. I have lived in NM 3 times and now safely out of harms way, I can see how I have been dancing with some very nefarious yet alluring shadows which I now am healing in my own being. Thankfully I found someone in my community that had successfully encountered this before (after two unsuccessful attempts) and helped the beings move out and on so I was released and was able to sell the house. A lot of suffering in NM, as you sensed. I also encountered a woman who I would say was completely possessed, which I don’t say lightly, with really dark and dangerous energy up in Abiquiu who tried to attack me psychically and physically. 4 years of this sort of thing, I could write a book on it and I may. Grateful those hard years are behind me and no desire to return.
It’s rare and validating to see someone talk about something that I hate to say but is pretty common though to lesser degrees. So thank you. I have thoughts to write about my experiences though I don’t have any subscribers to lose, so there’s my upside.
Did you write more about your experience there?
Wow. What a story. Thank you for sharing (it was extremely validating.)
I have mentioned what happened in NM in some of my other posts briefly, but mostly they’ve been leading up to the moment I moved onto the Mesa. The posts going forward will largely tell the story of what happened. So, more to come!
I didn't want to say it at the time, but that house scared me when I came to walk the creek with you. Not the place, but the house. Quite specifically. I am sorry it sucked you in so traumatically, but not really surprised. And the way you tell the story is just breathtaking, yet so real. Hugs to you.
😳 SUSAN. That is so interesting. If you remember anything further I would love to know it. My best friend Makendra came to visit once and the lights went out and she, too, later said she felt TERROR in that moment.
I sent you a DM via chat, because my response got long. :)
And thank you for it!!
Stunning as always
Thank you, love!