What I hear more than anything here is how trusting your body knowledge makes you so fully alive. I'm learning, slowly, to listen to that steady quiet knowing. I think we knew these things as a child. Why do we forget?
Kati, this is a moving instance of what we have been talking about - for you sepsis and sensing a malevolent spirit are two different languages for describing the same experience.
I love how you began trusting yourself and your body. I'm learning and listening. I really relate to living mostly outside of my body, always labelled over sensitive as a child. And the not knowing what to do with it. It can be so dark, but there are events that make me laugh out loud too, some of the things that happen are absolute spiritual comedy. Here's to more light in the darkness :)
What I hear more than anything here is how trusting your body knowledge makes you so fully alive. I'm learning, slowly, to listen to that steady quiet knowing. I think we knew these things as a child. Why do we forget?
Living alive leaves us as open to pain as pleasure. It doesn't sound brave to trust your body knowledge-- but oh, it so is!
Thanks for reading, Rho!
Kati, this is a moving instance of what we have been talking about - for you sepsis and sensing a malevolent spirit are two different languages for describing the same experience.
I love how you began trusting yourself and your body. I'm learning and listening. I really relate to living mostly outside of my body, always labelled over sensitive as a child. And the not knowing what to do with it. It can be so dark, but there are events that make me laugh out loud too, some of the things that happen are absolute spiritual comedy. Here's to more light in the darkness :)
Here's to more light in the darkness indeed!
As open to pain as pleasure, yes I am slowly looking the one in the eye.
Is that why we need to be brave?